The Cat is Out of the Bag

Yes, he knows.  I wasn't planning on tell my husband for a long time what I was working on.  However, Sunday afternoon we were amidst a discussion and I practically felt God yelling at me to let my husband in.  He only read a few posts from the beginning.  I expressed how I was going to continue my blogject, and how I wouldn't be comfortable discussing it with him in the future.  By the time I cut him off from the entries, he was almost in tears.  His face was full of elation he was unable to find words to describe how he was feeling.  The only words which kept flowing were, "You really do love me."  Duh.  He followed up with expressing no matter what I said to him, or how I acted towards him, he really felt I was just putting on a front for him and pretending to be in this marriage.  Needless to say, I was shocked at his reaction and couldn't even understand how he could feel that way, when he knew of other issues I had been diligently working on in our marriage for him, for us, for God.  He thanked me for letting him into my personal world.  In the few days which have passed, he hasn't brought up this blogject again.  I'm greatful for that.